Actually, that would be cameraless...... It's in Olathe, being held for ransom by my sister (just kidding about the ransom part, but not about the camera part).
The trip was so-so. The bad news is that KT and JC have broken up. Part, I think, because JC had built up their relationship in his mind when he was in Iraq. Probably a bit of cold feet on his part as well. He's also stressing more than a bit about his new responsibilities as a junior NCO. He has people reporting to him now, and that's a bit strange for him.
While I was there, he was wresteling with this in his mind, but not talking much about it, so he tended to act a bit of a sulky brat - very unlike him. And he was drinking a lot. I'm sensing some PTSD type stuff going on with that. Hopefully he'll pull it together soon.
I'm more than a bit bummed out, too. I recognize the symptoms. All I want to do is read and sleep. Neither the knitting or the needlework or the blog holds much interest right now. I love KT to bits and was really looking forward to having her as a daughter. I'm mourning the loss of the "might have been".
All in all, this has been a shitty month. Ugh.
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Sorry to hear about your bad month. Hope to see you at knitting group soon.
Dee Anna
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